Recently I have had a lot of time on my hands, as I am not nothing much to do, waiting for classes to begin. I am not going out much, coz I am feeling highly anti social, and the people I talk to have started bugging me also, all except my bff of course, who somehow can make me smile right in the middle of my tears... its a gift I swear. Anyways, all this free time has allowed me to catch up on all the stuff that I have been missing, mainly movies, music and my lovely books.
When I used to read as a child and just hang around, there was so much that I was missing that I kind of catch now, the leetil messages in each song, the story being told by each expression...I mean ya, some movies just make you wanna hurl, but there are others that allow you to grow. Some stories that have a clear message, while there are others that just let you be, leaving the messages in many folds, allowing you to turn a blind eye if you want to. Yet the question that one needs to ask is, does it all go away?
I believe that in the movies that I watch, the books that I read, the music that I hear I see part of the world that I couldn't before, allowing me greater perspective of the world, allowing me to realize the various threats that are present in society, without ever coming face to face with them. In a way it helps me prepare for if and when the instances come into my life. Today, I am learning to adapt in way I never thought I would have to, due to a simple enough reason, that of need. On the screen I have seen life forces make people take new paths, adapt and rise as the phoenix does from the ashes of their own destinies. Its something that I myself am going through, relocating to foreign city, where I don't know the popular culture, the lifestyle, not even the local name for something as essential as onion and potato!
There are days when I retreat into the fiction world, a world made up of wisps of fog in my own head, a world of my own creation to escape the real world, there are days when they both merge leaving me a leetil dazed but surprisingly happy. I hope that everyone is able to enjoy this form of living once, of simplicity, of the unknown, of living in a simple world of someone's creation and imagination....I hope everyone can loose themselves and find themselves, in a manner similar to mine.
I believe that in the movies that I watch, the books that I read, the music that I hear I see part of the world that I couldn't before, allowing me greater perspective of the world, allowing me to realize the various threats that are present in society, without ever coming face to face with them. In a way it helps me prepare for if and when the instances come into my life. Today, I am learning to adapt in way I never thought I would have to, due to a simple enough reason, that of need. On the screen I have seen life forces make people take new paths, adapt and rise as the phoenix does from the ashes of their own destinies. Its something that I myself am going through, relocating to foreign city, where I don't know the popular culture, the lifestyle, not even the local name for something as essential as onion and potato!
There are days when I retreat into the fiction world, a world made up of wisps of fog in my own head, a world of my own creation to escape the real world, there are days when they both merge leaving me a leetil dazed but surprisingly happy. I hope that everyone is able to enjoy this form of living once, of simplicity, of the unknown, of living in a simple world of someone's creation and imagination....I hope everyone can loose themselves and find themselves, in a manner similar to mine.
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